It slowly creeps up

It's only when I am sitting here doing government homework, I notice I have no one to casually talk to. No one to talk to over aim, facebook, or even texting. The loneliness slowly crept up and snuck up on me I guess. But then again I guess its my fault.

I push them away
I scare them
I treat them badly

I'm a monster.

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he makes me cry so much...

"I won't say a word cause I don't want to lose
What we have left"

"If you'll be my love
I'll be your mistake
If you need your space
Then I'll face a distance
It's not that I'm great
I just finally realized that I
I've never, I've never been there for you"

"So we I sleep for now
I know it's not safe but we do what it takes
Just to fall away
From the truth
From the pain"

Check his moves out

uhm a video this time and not a picture =O ..I know its shocking

TREVOR ON THE DANCE FLOOR!!!

This video is hilarious and the song is so catchy. I heard it while playing OMGPOP's new game Hitmachine! It must be nice to be paid to dance like a fool. Lucky fool.

haha ok well nothing new has really happened. last week I went to Disneyland and that was pretty fun. I was extremely tired the next day though because of registration..so not fun! But it really hit me that day, school is SO close agh! I would do anything for at least another couple weeks of summer. There are things I haven't done yet like Roscoe's Chicken and Waffles with my friends. But I guess we could always do that another time right?

Hmm well Sunday my parents were like "lets go test drive mini coopers!!!!" so that was pretty cool. Our CRV is just about dead even after we replaced the rack and pinion -.- darn old car. OHBTW I'm blogging instead of doing ha haha aaahhh the beauty of procrastination . Nothing else has really happened these past few weeks? yup. uuuuhm well I learned how to play Hallelujah on the guitar! that was fun it's actually easier than I thought. haha uhhmm yea I mess up a lot though and forget verses...its a long song what can I say.

I've really run out of things to talk about and I'm bored....I'm craving PinkBerry ahh man!

"THERE'S A HOBO!"

today was the most un-sunday sunday I've ever had in my life. Sundays usually consist of chores, grocery shopping, and "family time". so, to start this weird sunday...we had Jack in the Box for breakfast/lunch..yeaaa that was weird. Then we went to see this house that my uncle is considering buying and turning into apartments to rent out in ontario. The house was FREAKY! I seriously thought it was haunted o.o It was a child developent place so it looked like some kind of institute. I went through the house just looking around. Then my brother comes behind me and says in chinese "there's someone in the house" I freaked out....wouldnt you!?!? But it finally explained why the key was stolen from the lockbox. So I went through the house again only this time when I past the first room i saw a HOBO sitting with his bike staring at whoever passed the room. When everyone passed the room he took his bike and walked out the front door. fsajdoiasnralskjoias so scary so then my brother cautiously went through the rest of the rooms and we figured out that more than one homeless person lived in this house. We found bowls and water jugs. My bro found like baby clothes o.o I feel pretty bad cuz if my uncle does decide to buy the house then all of those homeless people will have no where to sleep. =[

hmm then we dropped off my brother at my grandmas so he could look for his phone and I went grocery shopping with my mom. It took two hours and when my mom went to go buy her tea the lady gave me a free boba drink! haha highlight of my day. So....OH I also got my bangs cut...yea. that happened.

after the boba my mom and I went to go pick up my brother at pepboys because he magically teleported there I guess and since he didnt have his phone we were all confused and lost. My mom saw our CRV in the parking lot driving to the alley behind the pepboys and she thought it was my brother so she told me to chase the car. She was freakin out thinking that he was driving home but when we finally caught up with the car it was actually this old man who worked at pepboys. goodjob mom =P

Then we went BACK to my grandmas house [the pepboys was in ontario] to meet up with my dad and we all went to the verizon store to look at phones. Overall...it was a pretty exhausting day but kinda fun in a way. I dont know I thought the hobo story was pretty funny. Hope you enjoyed it cause I hella didn't...it was scary!PICTURE TIME!!!!! This is what I saw from my house of the Chino Hills fire before it went on the news. I thought it was just a random mushroom cloud.....and thought it was cool until I figured out how close it was Chino Hills ><

"Look at her arm wrinkles"

Hmm so today was rather interesting. I got an unexpected text asking to hang out from one of my friends so we went to ontario mills! yay window shopping..getting to look at the pretty clothes..but not being able to buy anything haha. Overall it was a fun day we played in gameworks and won tickets to get a bunch of candy. And my friend got a shirt and I got a pretty scarf and the lady taught me how to tie it and stuff haha very educational. we kept getting distracted by weird ads and items that were on sale. like this ad for some clothing store and we tried to figure out what the tatoo said on one of the girls...but my friend noticed...the arm wrinkles on the girl. so random. we walked...a lot! my legs are sore now I'm so out of shape haha uuuuuhm but it was nice because I honestly thought that my friend and I had grown apart. but out of the blue she calls me on her only day available.... to hang out..... with me. That means a lot to me I dont know. We went through such a hard time awhile ago I really didn't think it would work out =/ on a side note....MY GAMEWORKS CARD IS ALMOST VIP haha after all those years of playing arcade games..its finally paying off =P so if anyone wants to go gameworks....bring me along! I can drive myself!!!! haha i just wanna be VIP i wanna be a very important person haha

after all that mall fun I came home and my family ended up going over old stories about when my brother and I were babies. apparently I was a very annoying baby. I cried two day and one night straight because I was allergic to my formula or something so I had to take very expensive bad smelling formula and after they fed me that I slept for more than a day. My grandma kept checking if I was even breathing! also my brother was the first asian baby born in the hospital that my mom gave birth in, some catholic hospital. crazy.

see? holy crap this is why I dont blog look how boring this post is! haha o well it was fun typing all this stuff out I guess =] sorry I dont have a picture for this post...hmmmm let me check. there I put a picture of a duck that I saw at English Springs Park he as a weird duck. ok that's its!

Getting Started!

Well, yea I rejoined blogspot..or blogger or whatever. Thanks to Brandon's tenacity I'm back into blogging about my uneventful life haha. I probably wont even keep up with blogging I always fail, just look at my xangas oof! Gwendoland: inspired by my friend Linda and giving me rightful ownership to an actual land which I never experienced during the war over Johnoria which developed into Johnoria Bulletin. Hmm who knows maybe I'll grow to like blogging about my feelings and whatnot but honestly I have a diary [shhhhhhhhhhhh its a secret!] haha. We'll just have to see what happens right? By the way, look at my awesome phone chain...may he rest in piece haha since his ear broke off and I can't find his body oops! He's looking at you guys! =] Idk haha cute right?

Hmm what else to talk about...uhm nothing is going on in my life really. I feel like everything is going by so fast; everything is rushing by and I'm standing still. But as least junior year is over. That was an extremely hard year for me but I survived and it's only made me a stronger person I guess or whatever I am right now exactly. haha writing in my diary/journal is SO much easier than this sheesh. ok well its really really early in the morning I need to start sleeping earlier or something. but yea this is my first post of my new blog so ....

Hello world! I'm Gwendolen. How's You?